LIFE AND OTHER THINGS.

OFTEN ENOUGH I'VE HAD TO BE VERY MENTALLY STRONG.  IN ORDER TO KEEP MY COOL, I'VE HAD TO WALK AWAY FROM VERY COMPLICATED SITUATIONS.  LIFE IS FULLY OF NASTY SUPRISES.  ESPECIALLY IF YOU ARE A PERSON WITH ASPERGER'S/MILD AUTISM.  IT ISN'T ALWAYS EASY TO PUT WATER ON THE HOT FIRES, OF ANGER.  YET ANGER CAN ALSO MAKE US VERY STRONG.  I SUPPOSSE THAT'S THE DARK HEART OF LIFE.  THE UNSEEN PARTS IN WHICH MANY HIDE AWAY.

WE CAN ALSO OFTEN SUPPRESS OUR DARK EMOTIONS.  LATE AT NIGHT I CAN OFTEN FEEL COMPELLED, TO THINK OR DO ACTIONS WITHOUT THINKING OF THE CONSEQUENCES.  HENCE, TALKING TO A BLANK WALL.  WHEN YOU HAVE NO FRIENDS, IT GETS VERY COMPLICATED TO SPEAK TO ANYONE.  IF WE LET ANGER VENT INSIDE OF US.  THEN WE LOSE A LOT OF OUR DARK DIGNITY.  WE HAVE TO TRUST IN THE SILENCE, THAT CAN SHATTER MORE HEARTS THAN VIOLENT AGGRESSION.  JUST KEEP TAKING THOSE INVISIBLE PILLS OF DIVERSITY.

EACH INDIVIDUAL PERSON IS ON A BLACK JOURNEY.  A JOURNEY OF LIFE THROUGH THE DARKEST WASTELANDS.  BUT THERE IS ALWAYS A BLACK LION, THAT TRIES TO ESCAPE FROM OUR HEARTS.  WE OFTEN HAVE TO CAGE THE BEAST.  KEEP THE CREATURE UNDER IMMENSE PRESSURE.  OTHER TIMES, WE CAN JUST LET IT OUT OF ITS CAGE.  AND THAT'S WHEN YOU CAN MAKE OTHERS FEAR YOU.  OTHER TIMES, PEOPLE WILL THINK YOU'VE JUST GONE MAD.  WHO LET THE CAT OUT OF THE HAT?  EVEN THE KITTY CAN BE A DEADLY BEAST.  MEOW!  I'VE BEEN A BAD PUSSYCAT.